AH exams! ):
i feel like dying really please la man
i wish the exams were over.
i really feel like working all this is so pointless
no one cares
no one wants to tell me why i should care
forget it
i cant tell anyone how i feel
this is almost the first time im sharing this
and with the computer nice...
i can't tell anyone but still everyone will read it.
like what the pong.
haha im changing cell!
but the only reason im changing is because
of who is leading it
like it's more cell driven
rather than leader driven.
take it away xunwei.
dear journal,
xunwei here again. posers and shit eh? its so pissing. there was the sc carnival and ALL the posers went. well i can just remember last year i used to like this girl but then she wouldn't let me meet her or anything all i did all for this person. all i asked was to see her. she wouldn't oblige. it destroyed me my world crumbled, am i not good enough? is everything i do something to be hated by her. so i am not good enough i got it. i suck that's it isn't it. have you heard the phrase if you cant be mine i can't be your friend. or something along those lines? applies so directly.
then just this past weeks all my friends saw her. woah doesn't that rock. im so pissed. everyone is treating my like shit friends? i can't trust anyone! i had another 'friend' if that's what you call it. i bought them a shirt that was the most expensive present ever bought for 'im and what did i get back.. chocolates :D like a dog you know i feel like a dog nie a stray mongrel! my love is lost. oh world fail me again