catcher in the rye

__ Thursday, March 27, 2008

bleah i dont care lah i can do my work. hmm panic at the disco <3
i am so happy everyone has forgotten about them.
its time to remeniece or however you spell it.
the sweet smell of inde music its refreshing
where there is no trivial matters
people aren't so hurtful
im not saying you guys do it purposely alright
haha i know if i were not here not like dead
but if i was invisible no one cares.
who needs me
i have been fighting battles in my head
god and the devil.
no one saves me cause im just 'that guy'.
im not asking for sympathy nor am i saying that everyone is a pig.
its just things aren't falling in place.
and nevermind why would all of you want to hear my troubles i won't waste your time.

oh! gravity

__ Saturday, March 22, 2008

hi people i daoed abby yesterday and it just so happened i got pangseo-ed by my sunday school friends on the same day what are the odds? :D well it just tells me about friends right. JUST STICK WITH THE RUGGERS ^^ so i got geog work to do..... nothing much life is good im very free haha but you know since no one contacts me at all? yeah actually i find myself being the one calling people or whatever? it would seem that i suck so bad no one calls me? well haha whoohoo god rocks. switchfoot is sick yeah? i dont want school to hurt me too bad... :S oh well no xunwei today.
just me sorry guys.

i am me no one sees me-

herburt i need to teach you new tricks

__ Monday, March 17, 2008

i need to teach herburt new tricks
well its rather i need to teach myself some new songs
oh my goodness
i still need to get the john mayer cd
D: im so sad
my tv downstairs is spoiled.
sigh isn't that sad.
oh yes camp was good i loved my group
it was so guai i loved the QTs
and grr its so hard to focus on god in school
im pissed kenneth made me miss tuition
that doggg

dear friends

XunWei here
its been a long tiring week i find myself sleeping more than anything else this week. so i have been thinking of trish a lot since we broke up its not really bothered me at all but now i saw her walk to the mall and friends are starting talk about her again. i dont hate her. i hated her for not liking me. it is me all me. she seemed so angelic as she strolled... whatever if i didnt know better i would label her the devil. she was to me because it brought me away from life. the teenage life the chemical reactions in your body. the dullness of a pencil. i need rejuvination bring me out air me love me.

yours sincerely
your mortal

we will rock you

__ Monday, March 10, 2008

okay sec 1-3 is coming
had chalet
there was alchohol
how about just a friggin bottle of vodka-_-
and there were fake drunks
what losers
cant take the heat
dont drink.
sian all the retards are in my group for camp
im angry and bored
i like element td!
i cant believe it steve is now charles
but surprise surprise
his smile broke in school
not by me
and i nvr did it
it pisses me off i nvr felt like i lost something so dear to me not just because my mom would scold me
im SO angry.
sigh i love you god he's been gracious to me

meet Xun Wei

he hates liars and thinks everyone is very greedy and self centered.
he has gone through the thick and thin of the exciting life.
the smokes the drink the figgin retarded ass girls.
xunwei despised the guys who wanted to be like this.
because he knew they did not know any of it.

times when his mother scolds him he covers his ears to drown out the sound
in his mind he is trying to fight the temptation to answer back.
"pls go away go away" the phrase rings in his head.
like the Hulk he is cool.

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