i dont care about mysekf i only care that others are happy
i dont want to see myself in any photos or mirrors i dont want to be seen if i speak it is out of idioticness revealing my lack of intellegence. but still i try my best for god for my mother for friends. never for me im not worth it. its obvious does anyone else care? NO if i was anyone else i would snicker and strut off and flick dust at me.
hate me now put me on that stake
burn me
dont sympathise
you have done enough
spare me the words
im not important my life is insignificant
after this dont talk to me
spit upon me
upon my dignity if i have any
my disgusting self .
if i talk sew my mouth shut
beat me up
i am a freak.