if i was young
__ Thursday, January 31, 2008
i wish i was young and hip la the all the youngsters would think im cool. oh yeah women run my life. i.e. my mother teacher deputy principle girls in general too for all i know god's a gal oh my goodness im cheesed off god why woman issit that cool to have womb. sigh i just wish i were one(exaggeration you jerks)
poop seriously is a funny word
__ Sunday, January 27, 2008
listening to old songs are really nostalgic like listening to switchfoot makes me think of life in boardding school. the old hillsongs remind me of when i was sane. sugar ray reminds me of lower primary school days. so far my music is not inspiring anything in me. i took my bro's like ancient old speakers their super good though their like old looking. the homework is frightening me, like i dont know whether there's anymore if there is i feel like i will DIEEEE. so dum.ow this screen is hurting my eyes. so nothing special just that i dont know what i am in this world yeah same sama old adolescent stuff: pimples, teachers, homework, cca, friends. nothing exciting.
poop deck *GiggleS*
__ Monday, January 21, 2008
i dont care about mysekf i only care that others are happy
i dont want to see myself in any photos or mirrors i dont want to be seen if i speak it is out of idioticness revealing my lack of intellegence. but still i try my best for god for my mother for friends. never for me im not worth it. its obvious does anyone else care? NO if i was anyone else i would snicker and strut off and flick dust at me.
hate me now put me on that stake
burn me
dont sympathise
you have done enough
spare me the words
im not important my life is insignificant
after this dont talk to me
spit upon me
upon my dignity if i have any
my disgusting self .
if i talk sew my mouth shut
beat me up
i am a freak.
ooh ooh sweat pea
__ Friday, January 18, 2008
i'm back from my overseas educational trip.
and no vietnam was not fun.
i think cara is sad or whatever cause of me.
honestly i think i would rather know the truth so i could hurt them.
well that sounded cruel and unusual.
gossip about me whatever its not like i got a good reputation.
today during worship at cell my head hurt.
i think its from thinking of all the agendas i have.
i hate this there's tuition tmr D:
there is geag and e math homework.
I HATE THIS i might have to go out with my dad on sunday.
and if i know myself i wont do my homework.
sighhh.
oh yes and li en smsed me before i left for vietnam.
oh before i forget hi li ser if your reading.
like she was the only one that wished me.
it pissed me off.
it just shows how she respects me doesnt it.
i said DONT TALK TO ME.
and she smses me.
how about li en you suck go fishing.
guess what you are a player.
you are a heart breaker.
im really worried about cara sigh.
i really think she is a really cool kid.
like the only one that is remotely similar to me.
but i had to screw her up.
me--> dumb
isuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuckisuck
for all those cool people
__ Thursday, January 10, 2008
okay if you want me to update just say you can just tag.
well recently it has been good the work pile is building though.
a maths is super fun lah.
i had tuition til 10 last night. -.- i died man
got oep tmr so like im not going to be home til 18th(its a saturday, go figure)
im going to go get my ic on the 20th of FEB ^^
oh yeah i saw yan at kap hurhur hot hur
i lost $2.30 playing poker haha. poor me right?
i dono what to pack fpr oep i lost the packing list ahaha.
bye guys
__ Thursday, January 03, 2008
Romance is Dead by Parkway Drive
The incisions is your wrist were all for show.
Just like you.
He epitome of self indulgence.
Another farce.
A charade and another set of crocodile tears.
So serenade her with your last pathetic suicide love song.
“Broken hearts never mend”.
But fools never move one.
And now she’s gone because of you.
And once again You’re the epitome of pure self destruction.
Cupid never found his mark.
As we await the insertion of blades on flesh.
You part the skin and tell of blades on blood.
So part the fucking skin.
To tell the blades on blood.
She said.
She said goodbye.
So cry me a fucking river bitch.
You wouldn’t Know love if it crushed you fucking chest.
Let go.
You wouldn’t know love if it crushed your fucking chest.
“razors, roses and a black tomorrow”
They never showed any affection to anything but your ego.
A tragedy of errors at the best of times.
You are everything that’s wrong wit me.
Youre everything that I despise.
You are everything I dreamed would die.
You are everything that fades away and slowly dies.
Will you bleed for me when suicide seems so yesterday?
Will you bleed for me?
Will you fucking bleed for me when suicide...
It's so yesterday.
It's all so fucking yesterday
thats for you li en for being such a bad person.
schools starting people
__ Tuesday, January 01, 2008
okay i deleted my friendster account
got a new messenger account with only 10 contacts
i hate a lot of girls.
zhende came back from italy.
i hate school.
the teacher suckx i think.
im going vietnam for oep.
church rocked.
i play neopets.
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