all my primary school life i had the mentality that its what inside that counts. it seemed like i have changed. a lot. all i care about now is what people think of me. or what they dont tell me at least. ever since secondary school started. it really sucks no matter what you think you would live your secondary school life according to the way people treat you and talk to you. you cant fight it. i just cant wait until this lifestyle is over. though it is really an experience kind of thing i cant stand it. friends are all the same all predictable. you know they will not stick with you, you know they will some how upset you in some way. betray you. that's when you realise they used you. or worse they just want you as a cheap thrill to entertain themselves. it all just boils down to -> everyone really sucks.

stardust is cool