catcher in the rye

shut me up

__ Wednesday, November 28, 2007

We could go and get 40s, Fuck goin' to that party, Oh really, your folks are away now?, Alright, let's go, you convinced me. 12:51 is the time my voice, Found the words i sought... Is it this stage I want? The world is shutting out...for us, We were tense for sure, But we was confident...

blinded by a idiotic craving

__ Monday, November 26, 2007

its stupid when you want to give your all for someone.
i mean what is it for? really.
i don't know but i'm driving myself senseless with this one.
this reminds me of the stardust guy.

is it really love when the 2 people show their love?

so im just hoping at the back of my mind the statement isn't true.
i feel like i'd give anything(except religion thats the only thing i have now) for her.
she's addictive. a drug.0.o i noticed it has the same effects! spending half your holiday talking to the same person, does that mean nothing. grr, SEE now i just described a bestie
oh my. but i realllllyyy dont want to let go of her.though its like there is like this horribly obvious sign she doesn't care i guess.
cant wait until i actually can play a song on my guitar.

i dont think anyone understands me.

i'm thirsty

__ Wednesday, November 21, 2007

oh my im seriously thirsty.

i wonder what colour contrasts this colour of backgroung oh well.
just a statement: mainstream sucks, forwards are the sex of the world.
oh yes we do. and another: Jodi Picoult is the shen.
wow look at the pwetty colours 8) haha
oh yes i remember now jie hui come back to training i missss youuuu.
haha how gay!! like you kenneth! ^^

forgive AND forget

__ Sunday, November 18, 2007

all my primary school life i had the mentality that its what inside that counts. it seemed like i have changed. a lot. all i care about now is what people think of me. or what they dont tell me at least. ever since secondary school started. it really sucks no matter what you think you would live your secondary school life according to the way people treat you and talk to you. you cant fight it. i just cant wait until this lifestyle is over. though it is really an experience kind of thing i cant stand it. friends are all the same all predictable. you know they will not stick with you, you know they will some how upset you in some way. betray you. that's when you realise they used you. or worse they just want you as a cheap thrill to entertain themselves. it all just boils down to -> everyone really sucks.

stardust is cool

i want E90

__ Friday, November 16, 2007

i was just thinking yesterday that like, i don't want anything but um that someone to like me the same way.
it is like if it means the lack of a E90 or a iPod or a new computer.
i don't care at all.
i guess its stupid.

what the hell?

__ Friday, November 09, 2007

it has been fun.
i got my textbooks, im excited about that
and then i got my guitar im so happy
thanks tim.

__ Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Nobody wants him He just stares at the world.

hi people
it seems most of you are just not talking to me
so yeah.
weirdly enough im not angry at that
that was yesterday
now im happy on the count of music
and joey + mattias.
0.0 i nvr thought i would ever say that.
well people times are hard.

screw the innocent save the wealthy

went out with abel, amos, stan and joel yap.
very uneventful
though to me the highlight of it was the longjohnsilvers.
that is really sad isn't it.
anw to more important matters,
sorry jess for being a bit the tao.
and Li En thirsday is ons.

Nobody helps him now he has his revenge.

you see that revenge yeah man!
ya'll watch out asses

Hello Julian:) I'm Charmaine!
i hacked into your blog account. :D
anyway Dude(ette) seriously just smile. I think I told you before how to smile.
1.Put your hand inside your mouth (not be be bulimicxD)
2. Turn UP the corners.

or if that does not work. GO TO 2 CORINTHIANS (: or eat ice cream at island creamery.

and your friends do care. YOU HAVE GOD TOO, AND ME! yay! I know I'm such a nice friend. hahaha okay no more ego-ing. we're supposed to be GOOL PEOPLE. great and cool.

since when was i so lame. okay BYE.

__ Monday, November 05, 2007

everything seems to be going wrong right now.
but its okay like who cares right.

shiiitttttt
i droppedddd my laptop
im so freaking screwed
gggrrrrr
noooo
i dont want to die early
sigh
this sucks
and everybody hates me
and what can i do abt it?
nth
so mow im getting
daoed too
its okay man
im the 'lone ranger'
forever destined
to travel the face of the earth
alone
no one to help
no one to be with him
just me and my donkey
sigh it really
sucks

__ Thursday, November 01, 2007

hi Abby though your like all flustered and stuff and all you need to relax? though i don't know whats happening to you... first it was being extra then i heard stories about defending rachael's being. then a lot of stuff. so though recently i haven't been a good friend i want to be one now? i think, omg this is so disgusting. so even though you will refuse the help i will try to help you get back on your sober streak.