catcher in the rye

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__ Sunday, July 29, 2007

its these weekends that make me think what im supposed to do.
when everyone else has their agendas.
when i just watch television.
when theres nothing to watch.
when the messenger does not look friendly.
when everyone is not bothered with you.
when you just got nth to do.
when no one asks you out.
when you ponder if people care.
when you just...wait, wait for that person to reply.
when that music is just too bland.
when i just don't like the thought of school.
when i just think if anyone but my maid in the house knows me at all.
when i just don't really think about god.
when people are nothing.
when my minds a blank.
when i'm feeling fat.
when i just sit...
when i know there's something amiss with me and my style of life.
or when i'm just blogging.

__ Thursday, July 26, 2007

sigh
today rugby sucked so much i dont want to talk about it.
but the thing is i listened to bubbles iPod
so i listened to the sermon
then i listened to the spiritual happiness
or smth about hapiness
though the woman was not good at speaking
to be honest it was a bit entertaining and
i actually understood wht she was saying
and the point of it
was that you cant let anything bite at you
because you drink from the well
of the spoils or like pleasures or happiness
i dono larh and it is a well of it
so like you are constantly because god is happy

so like i did badly for rugby then im like damn flustered so like
the point of the sermon was dont let life get you down cuz your in the joy of the lord. so i get it now i learnt today :D

__ Wednesday, July 25, 2007

omfg i hate your kind of people.
i know you know a lot of people ok?
dont have to be like -DAO-
yeah ok lorh i loser i suck.
you s insensitive man.

lol.
what i learnt in history today..
you must be sensitive to religion haha.
i havent bathed from school. like EWWW.

omg art art art you got me worried.
i <33333333 the radio.
your tunes are ownage hahhaaha.

omg the ib showers got heater!
omg it feels so good
it is better than my house i swear man
no fooling.
and that time shu en, like WTVR. lol
nice meeting you though did not really meet
hahaha
makes no sense.

hmm. ok.

__ Saturday, July 07, 2007

i would like to put a constant unproven theory about people with white hair.
like me.
there are 3 reasons for the phenomenon.
shyness, isolation and pure smarts.
there is the fourth stress but that is common and boring.

shyness.
touchy subject shy.
yes shy why else would people not be friendly you look like Einstein dick.
and no he is not hot.
this is also excepted as cowardlyness.

isolation.
you sit at home.
it does not matter you do it in a sport, reading a book, watching television, playing computer games, studying( i do not know what for), doing nothing at all etc.
it all can give you white hair.
this would contribute to your shyness.

pure smarts.
smart people = a lot of people.
look at court why do you wear a wig?
your honourable.
and smart.

you only need one of the points to get it however must be major.

finally these points may be ignored if your purely stressed.
these points provide stress too.

__ Friday, July 06, 2007

arh tonight is going to be interesting my eye lids are getting heavy. i did not go to caltex after cell. feels very loner. today there was a guy at shot putt that threw 16m the record was 15.54m. beyond godlike. iron maiden.

__ Monday, July 02, 2007

"Hey There Delilah"Hey there DelilahWhat's it like in New York City?I'm a thousand miles awayBut girl tonight you look so prettyYes you doTimes Square can't shine as bright as youI swear it's trueHey there DelilahDon't you worry about the distanceI'm right there if you get lonelyGive this song another listenClose your eyesListen to my voice it's my disguiseI'm by your sideOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meWhat you do to meHey there DelilahI know times are getting hardBut just believe me girlSomeday I'll pay the bills with this guitarWe'll have it goodWe'll have the life we knew we wouldMy word is goodHey there DelilahI've got so much left to sayIf every simple song I wrote to youWould take your breath awayI'd write it allEven more in love with me you'd fallWe'd have it allOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meA thousand miles seems pretty farBut they've got planes and trains and carsI'd walk to you if I had no other wayOur friends would all make fun of usand we'll just laugh along because we knowThat none of them have felt this wayDelilah I can promise youThat by the time we get throughThe world will never ever be the sameAnd you're to blameHey there DelilahYou be good and don't you miss meTwo more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I doYou'll know it's all because of youWe can do whatever we want toHey there Delilah here's to youThis ones for youOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meOh it's what you do to meWhat you do to me.

__ Sunday, July 01, 2007

im so emo haha.
i think i got too much free time on my hands.
and since im not like everyone else.
i'm fated i'm fated to be bad at everything.
i think i am dumb, suck at computer games, cant play sports, am loner and im fat ugly and repulsive.
so who cares about what i think you guys think it already probably why i think it now.
i am not really mad at you all but its me i am thinking you all do but its me im just bad wrong and stupid.
i just hope god will bless me.