catcher in the rye

point(s) of observation(s):

firstly i would like to point out that i have posted 3 times altogether that is horribly discusting.

secondly i observe that people stare at you more if your hot, i find that very discusting\bitchy yes.

arrhhhh
i think im born to live life with no close friends
or im too screwed up
so this is fun
i have spent at least 1/5 or 1/6 of my life watching television or playing a computer
1/2 or 1/3 of the time in school
and 1/10 or 1/11 in cca or tuition
i know it does not add up but yup
14 years of all that
and sleeping
which just dulls the boredom
you start to think about what am i living for?
so i escaped to music
but now?
i lost my grandmother fishing iPod!
ok ppl thx for not trying to read this nonsense

we should get jerseys because we make a good team but yours will look better than mine because your out of my league.

i'm a fool for you

wtv this is all bye bye

o o o.
i am out i am stone.
rugby.
i am going to go to perth,
in a few hours.
and im not going to,
spend those hours trying not to say bye to anyone.
you know?
why?
i guess you would want to know either.
heartless fools.
well i will tell you.
hoping that your ears will bleed.

why im not saying good bye?
i am not going to MISS you.
figures since i never liked you.

i've been thinking.
if i die on the trip.
i might go to hell.
for obvious reasons.
but i was thinking.
if i love him just to save myself.
i am hypocritical
and a bluff.

well
i guess through te good imes and bad eh?
good blogskins are damn hard to find.
i do not want to like anyone.
literally and figurativelly
i do not want to trust any one.

i just got a game for losers who nvr can get steadies.
lets contest to see how many best friends of the opposite sex you can get.
just tag the numbers at my tagboard.

i know anyone who in their right mind reading this stopped ready

see you on the floor seeing my brain lose blood

mm
hanibal is cool.
ok
this is it man
im am not
too much of a fool
i will stop.
and thx to the trip i will try.
hm
i bet all of you
cant tell what im saying.
ok i dont really care.

o i havent blogged in a long time lol...no
hehehe im bored again people.
(big surprise why else would i be blogging)
well i lost my personal diary.
sux
i think its in my locker.
well.
hmm.
this is fun..
malling was fun today!..
um.
yeah.
didnt go out...
i went to vivo for 10 minutes and came all the way back.
because SOME peoples fathers was stalking them.
then their hi card also run out of money
then only inform me when im at DHOBY GHAUT.
(i stay at newton,
imbetween orchard and i dono,
and close to bukit timah road)

why do i even care what you think.........

ok right now i so pissed i dono at what but i just hate it.
i feel a fire emerging from my gullet.
my throat is warm.
i want to hurt someone.
wow.
hmmm.
i dont get myself either.
bitch.
i hate you so badly.
i want you to rot infront of my eyes.
but then i dont.
because it would seem inhumane.
but hell thats only because the normal requires less crime.
its only inhumane because we think a life is precious and no should die.
if i am human and i think i should kill a person it is pretty human.
am i not wrong?
so screw.
but i dont...
why?
because HELL.
im too retarded.
so need to keep my bitches close to me.
if one goes so does the troop.
i hate this age.
well give life kick hor?.