do not dao me please just tell me i wont talk to you anymore.
i mayhave made a wrong turn.
i did not know.
just needed to take a shoulder i could rest on.
your burden is lightened with the self willing retreat.
o well jesus will always be there. hehe. when i was running 1.6km after a very tiring field work session with jock. said to lord our god and in shaqness i said' wa god very tiring leh, pls help me through the run carry me through.' hehe. 'i very tired still talk to you you know how much energy wasted thinking?'. sounds silly but then after putting it to him i could not think anymore.
i tried pumping it but then the pain got worse. haha is ok i know god meant it thAT WAY HAHA but really pain this morning. i never felt that type of pain in a long time. i loved it i missed it i adored every bit of it. the pain so refreshing haha. sounds so wrong.
it was refreshing to talk to friends last night even for just 5 minutes. i think my hunger for friends words in time of talkless times is just for me to know that people would take time to talk or even just notice me at all. so haha.
i keep laughing that cara lah tell me to say lol a lot on msn now i cant stop doing it lol. see lol!? haha.(again). no hard feelings c. your name hard to pronounce hurhur so just say c. i just realised during that training how easy it is to forget that you do it for god. harz i think need to pray before traINing too.
sincerely your laughaholick jujuXD
over and out