i think i donno haha lol i always donno anything. ZOMGZZZZZzzz lol its sooo nsk lol.

anyway i actually like people to tell me i love you this is besides my mom or dad loh hahaxD. anyway it is like i dont expect my friends to walk up to me and say it but like its very comforting to know. i know that it would sound a bit weird lohrzzzz. haha another nsk move lah. well man i just dont feel it by anyone. i guess i am a bit lonely? hahaX wa lao i'm so insecure lol why i keep laughing? lol ok...why i keep laughing and say why..?,,,,okok wait i get cool 1st lol.

okok i am back i think a lot leh. this year i am quite happy with what i got man i don really want anything for christmas or the birthday man. but it is just to improve myself. i keep losing my shoes i lost my shoes at training the last time then now i think i left my rugby boots at school haiz i so dumb. i sgn up for music min. camp but then i got no guitar i don think that i can go ready haizhaiz. aiyo.

hah lol i had a funny think yesterday. my heart felt so full when i was like having my own worship in my ro9om, just before my quiet time. the feeling was very full. i was filled with the spirit and my heart could burst of it. it did not hurt it was comforting. i think i am so glad that i could experience it. hehe.