catcher in the rye

shortie

__ Monday, March 26, 2007

lol this blog is not titled shortie to insult the dream couple(keith khoo and trisha lee). it just means im slacking. training was hard today not like last wednesday not bad enough.

what afriend i have in jesus

__ Thursday, March 22, 2007

do not dao me please just tell me i wont talk to you anymore.
i mayhave made a wrong turn.
i did not know.
just needed to take a shoulder i could rest on.
your burden is lightened with the self willing retreat.

o well jesus will always be there. hehe. when i was running 1.6km after a very tiring field work session with jock. said to lord our god and in shaqness i said' wa god very tiring leh, pls help me through the run carry me through.' hehe. 'i very tired still talk to you you know how much energy wasted thinking?'. sounds silly but then after putting it to him i could not think anymore.

i tried pumping it but then the pain got worse. haha is ok i know god meant it thAT WAY HAHA but really pain this morning. i never felt that type of pain in a long time. i loved it i missed it i adored every bit of it. the pain so refreshing haha. sounds so wrong.

it was refreshing to talk to friends last night even for just 5 minutes. i think my hunger for friends words in time of talkless times is just for me to know that people would take time to talk or even just notice me at all. so haha.

i keep laughing that cara lah tell me to say lol a lot on msn now i cant stop doing it lol. see lol!? haha.(again). no hard feelings c. your name hard to pronounce hurhur so just say c. i just realised during that training how easy it is to forget that you do it for god. harz i think need to pray before traINing too.

sincerely your laughaholick jujuXD
over and out

my class haiz.....

__ Wednesday, March 21, 2007

wa lao preston is really irritating. when i couldnt connect to the wireless which really was a problem. he would point at it urging me to do something when it was already connecting. it was as though i owe something to him.

preston brought wen yi and jingsen to his church on saturday that time and they were having worship. and then they were freaked that the worship so intense it happens to them i guess. then now they would mock it putting their hands into the air. jingsen not so bad he stopped by the end of yesterday.

but wen yi is really irritating. he kept singing the chorus of 'one way'. and then i tok his arm and said. have you received the lord our god as your saviour. and he started to sing the tune but praising it to some other religous god.

well preston is a very nice guy but i think he is a bit socialy retarded.hahaz lolx i am trying so hard to not let people see my blog.lol. right now is chinese period its the first time i blogging in school man so.o co.ol. yesterday i sleep at 11 so early. i wish i could have talked to more people at nights.

well mom is so hard to talk to i donno what topic to talk about she is always so dao and loner but i know shes talking to friends. and then mother is so irritating that time she lecture me she only want to torment me it broke into peices, she told me 'when you going to grow up?' i was sad. iam so cry babby lolXD .....don make funz kz

tian yi and jingsen so funny singing along to such retarded r & b songs. when the lit teacher today asked us to write on what our dreals were i realised i did not hve any....-.-". lol um i think now its like just asking the god to what to do. but then i felt that i must go forward as his servant then now i realise i donno where i am going i am walking in a very big peice of land with no route ? haha so on

any way lets hear a joke.......
want to hear the ocean joke?
if no i do not want you to read my blog
IF YES................................

its too deep for you.

haiz today got training but im so tired!!!kinder buddy! lol im so random. thx for being there godz and um (snail). im so jealous even snail got girlfriend faster than melolXD.

signing off

I'm BacK

__ Sunday, March 18, 2007

i donno what to do now i m so sleepy i got homework then i can guitar oso so i donno what i should start with. i got to do the art. i will definately do that then now i donno what to do so i just started blogging since i hadnt in a long time.

i donno whether i blogged that i would have to go church camps. well i did haha it rocks! i had it from.....'wait as i check the calendar on the com......from the 14-18 where the last day was today. the sec 1-3 camp was from 14-16 then music min camp was from 16-18 it sounds crazy. it is. on the 2nd day of sec 1-3 camp it was pretty funny i slept at like 3 it was beyond fun after talking to my group and having quiet time with them. i was in group a hahaz so funz. awesome apple so awesome. the people in the group were so perfect, like the sec 1 girl i don remember the name all i remember is jo. hahax well she is really weird whining and so defencive.

wei en was trying oh so hard to leed the group haha he donno how to handle qt. he is pretty funny. cara ah? hmmm very herself hard to communicate so sian person lol. then another sec 3 arh so hard to remember the name! all the chinese names loh haha. aany way he was super friendly but like all the sec 3s a bit funny lool. then alyssa and denise was ko.ol too alyssa was in wei xiang's and choon's primary school before.haha then denise was just super silent then later at the captain's ball she was soo competative lol. maybe cuz i kept blocking her lol. then audrey was pretty funny she was said to be dumb she was ok lah. then david wa lao he's a peice of work he was super dao. until the end lah haha he is oso competitive.

the music min camp arh haha that was so cool a lot of older people though i hope its like the human geog-a aging population. LOLXD. my fingers are still hurting from the camp i played dota with them until 2 am on the last night--last night. i got so little to write now i spend so much time just typing about the sec 1-3 camp. i love going to church camp i finally get to slow down and just live for him in the whole duration of camp.

wIt Love anD resPeK Your BoY JuJu,
over and out

Labels: sundays and saturdays

its weird to say it-i cant spray it either

__ Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i think i donno haha lol i always donno anything. ZOMGZZZZZzzz lol its sooo nsk lol.

anyway i actually like people to tell me i love you this is besides my mom or dad loh hahaxD. anyway it is like i dont expect my friends to walk up to me and say it but like its very comforting to know. i know that it would sound a bit weird lohrzzzz. haha another nsk move lah. well man i just dont feel it by anyone. i guess i am a bit lonely? hahaX wa lao i'm so insecure lol why i keep laughing? lol ok...why i keep laughing and say why..?,,,,okok wait i get cool 1st lol.

okok i am back i think a lot leh. this year i am quite happy with what i got man i don really want anything for christmas or the birthday man. but it is just to improve myself. i keep losing my shoes i lost my shoes at training the last time then now i think i left my rugby boots at school haiz i so dumb. i sgn up for music min. camp but then i got no guitar i don think that i can go ready haizhaiz. aiyo.

hah lol i had a funny think yesterday. my heart felt so full when i was like having my own worship in my ro9om, just before my quiet time. the feeling was very full. i was filled with the spirit and my heart could burst of it. it did not hurt it was comforting. i think i am so glad that i could experience it. hehe.

march holidays

__ Monday, March 12, 2007

wow its march holidays lol im like 4 days late to say that lol. haiz all the week i am supposed to study and work but then my mom lah spoil the whole mood i working the time go and kachao me only. forgive if i dont spell kachao properly i don study chinese, dont ask me hanyin pinyin pls. i might spell that wrong too! haha.

im so sianded so tired but not tired bored i really want to go out but then i donno who can go out too. usualy ppl are out with other people already. if not my friends parents so up tight that don allow the kid out haha:(. ayo so what i donno what to do i am supposed to do my home work now loh!!!!!.i ant to do better but haiz i not performing in so many things already hmmm.?.....like the rugby i not working then school like that loh haiz.

by the end of the year i have to go get to 'c' div 1st team or i go uyo and then i have to go ip at the end of the year. then for both of them they need me to work my hardest right then i donno what i've been doing for the whole time i do the activities. havent i been working hard i guess not but i can more or less say that safely for my studies.

haha today i download sadening stream song then its the fall out boy one it is good but just the way i like panic at the disco very electro and sad because of how the band cant sing. but i guess i can credit them for their enthuness. its fun to hear them i still don really like them. i satill sort of hate them still i think.

thank you friends
over and out

haha thx all for bdfriending me

i just noticed if you lived with just lived with your siblings and did not have a proper relationship with anyone in your school besides talking about school to them. your life is not that fun so this is really for you guys out there who stretched out your arm or went out there to just be there.

today.. i went to my dad's house hmmm its been a long time. it was fun just stoning there and watching sianded movies. But the little miss sunshine movie was just great. it was really fun and refreshing compared to the movies now adays. i'm glad the movie won a award. before that i watched happy feet it was ok because the little penguins were soooo cute and the latino penguins were super funny i never laughed enough, i notice.

i talked to my father after it was good to relate to someone about my mother especially when i have um ahh some bad results and so.. yah i got some tricks to deal with my mums now. haiz i got tuition at 10 tmr i got to sleep sorry buys hmm. i dont think i am going sec 1-3 camp seems i did not hand in the form hahaxXD i am screwed.

over and out

hello i think i like you! XD

__ Wednesday, March 07, 2007

hello this is the letter by the one and only jujubang lol. okok i just found out that i just failed my history before that i found out i failed my mathematics the i failed for physical science then i failed for something else too. now i did badly for the rest. MY mother is going to flip out the lord has blessed me no joking.

i just recovered from my doubt in him but now i am here helpless please. i am saved! i am suspended over a pit of snakes that noticed the sin of Eve and Adam but then i am held by the god i know. he is saving from the danger he has let me low enogh for the serpant to touch me the poor fool! i am a struggler! i am not a loser! i am able to choose to become one.

it is easy to break his heart but the more you try to help him keep it intact the more you may get closer to that pit of snakes. hoever if you love him and know him he will save you and that cable holding you seems to be larger than when you were higher up there. after you have been ignored by tht symbol of sin of man that cable brings you to the highest you've ever been.

if we hold on enough at the end that is where the word loser is non existant, is where you will know your maker and that everything you hold on for is for this. however if you choose to drop down and want to know of this lust for sin and desire the love of the snakes you will find your love in the devil and may not find the string of saving grace though.

you may be able to find it if you are not blinded by the serpant and want to be loved and not wanted and touch that fray of wires that is his hand you will be pulled out of lust and greed. for he says:'here i am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, Iwill come in and eat with him, and he with me.'

"and he with me" you WILL follow him to his house. just dont drop.

over and out

HAHAX

__ Saturday, March 03, 2007

hah today is the saturday is fun nand so sian and then so weird altogether all the feelings all so funny hahax haiz the team really needs to bind up.

today i woke up then i went through the things i needed to do for the day then i realised that got not enough time for the back to back 1h30min tuition so yah. i went for the 1h30minutes of life science tuition and headed for breakfast/lunch(brunch) at jurong point. however i could only leave the house from new ton about 1140.

i estimated i would get there about 1240 and i got it right it felt like forever haiz. then i hardly ate anything since everyone was half way throught their food then summore we were supposed to meet at 1200 so i was pretty late. i was expecting to leave about 1415 but to get to city hall for dare needed 1hr even more i found out the hard way.

so generally as soon as i reached jurong point i had to go Mr yap's house which was cool then leave 20 minutes later to go to dare. the bus took about 15 minutes just to get back to the mrt station. then with the grace of god i got to city hall much faster than going from home, time really flew by. by then i was late by 20 minutes at 1520.

then i changed into my jersey and jeans i felt a bit awkward still especially when there was bubble shaun wearing the same jersey, on purpose of course. i just noticed when the pastor daniel talk he is just any how talk then go along then try to put a spiritual base behind it.

he alsolikes the miracles of the lord a lot. which is not a crime man. o yah on the way to city hall i slept for 10 minutes but as i said the train went super fast then it was like it...well it was damn fast god is k00l. i think when ryan mentioned yesterday that we need to be strict when we pray we don have to be stern you can talk in slangs noe what i'm saying.

; you must be serious but in a way that you respect the lord which is what ryan meant loh. but the sec 1s were like "yo god" and sort of think thats its funny though you cant say that. however i think that you can. so i think that the relationship with them and god is really to serious and in way that he is not your friend anymore but some one you nmite not even fear but just a factor in life but supposed to be your life.

wa lao we(liverpool) lost to man u just in the last 2 minutes of extra time! we made 15 plus shots! missed all then man u got 1 in out of 8 loh wat then bleah rite.

over and out

Labels: sundays and saturdays

what a waste of a school day

__ Thursday, March 01, 2007

tomorrow i've got to go to school for the life science symposium. its so idiotic my friend says it may finish at 4 loh. its crazy lol i cannot concentrate i am typing and watching TNA wrestling. its pretty funny these wrestling shows are so fake like watching a very long soap opera if thats how you spell "soap". haha. today when i went back from going to Gerald Tan's house i took the bus 66 back home then i sat down. then as i looked around i saw diane lol so funny i must have looked damn funny not noticing her i was really zone out, after i never greeted her it. donno loh haha i felt so weird if i did say hi. its my problem really. so a lot of people want to skip going to school tomorrow but i cant being th good boy i am im not going to skip. haiz today the ruggers had no interesting place to go or thing to do.but when i followed gerald they all, it was fun its not like with the ruggers kind of people.and i just found out jie shun is really ko.0l.
P.S. BUBBLE your supposed to say i'm handsome in your blog pls speak the truth to the world!