catcher in the rye

haha my mom PMS me on the the last blog the last part. well i think she was pissed that i was so emo/grouchy, haha my grouchyness made her grouchy what a turn of events. today my class led worship , it was fun.

i think that it is not a paformance now i understand, it is LEADING the congregation not helping them sing. the people who are supposed to lead are PART of the congregation however they just as the name suggests leads or like chooses the songs or how the event is happening.

so yes something to ponder about, then also the group leading does not have to have very good singers since they are the congregation and not everyone can sing well. the audience i just noticed when i stood infront is very stone, i'm actually like that too when i'm there.

after the two worships we lead we went to dinner at waffletown with the people who could go there after. it was quite fun lah i guess if you call eating and not talking much fun loh. oh ya i noticed my specticles are lop sided so i will try to wear my contacts more. its better than looking stupid with spoiled specs.

getting to the point of the bloody post in the title, so i am going to complain about i really do not have anything to do on sundays sam efor saturdays. usually there is nothing to do on sindays but there is going out with daddy. however its been irritating since the next day is usually a test like history tomorrow which is irritating becuase i have to study. ok bb

over and out

Labels: sundays and saturdays

haiz sian last night so sianded i listen to the same song the whole night before i slept i donno why i so like that i want to be happy always but then, today it was crazy god must have dirrected my eyes to see the thought of the day: 'happiness is not a destination it is a day to day experience'.

i agreed with the thought though i am not pulling it off, i keep thinking something interesting in a good way is supposed to happen to me.i dont think that really bothered me or wavered my faith then there was this art lesson sort of really almost killed me i am supposed to draw about 2 full pages of two views out of 6.

THATS crazy the woman(teacher) talked as though so simple then i did not even the 6 views were supposed to be related to each other, crazy.it was ok for the rest of the day the slack teachers were today especially when we finish school at 12.40.

THEN the geog teacher came out ok she was going out the tests with the results right. then before she said, 4 failures rest past 8 got 18 plus. ok loh i knew i was not in the failures. come out the people before me happy good results i get mine i see got 4 i am like wtf to myself,i am one of the failures.

4 out of 20 leh if i want to go intergrated programme i needed a 15 out of 20 i don even think i can catch up with the average for the next test. o.0ps that was my dad on the phone where was i oh ya...so yupyup i will give up from now on. i was depressed bout my art marks too i got like 54. so yup i am very depressed i am so pissed at something or somrone, fortunately or unfortunately i know why i got that bad a grade its god, if yo love him for all the good things the bad things are probably him too.

well i am actually skipping cell right now. i did not tell you bout the second part of the geog results. when i accumilated the marks i got 6 and a half when i asked the teacher she made the 7 more prominent then my heart had a 1kg brick of the 1 ton load. i boasted about my marks i did so well no one did worse than me or from allt he people i gather my information from.

so it will be decided by me that i will go to normal technical in some cock school and try to drop out then get screwed by the world. my mother PMS bb

Labels: school

hahaz hahax lolx lolz hahaXD what idiot expressions i expect you NSKs are very familiar with them. you must be very sian to be reading this if you are nsk so i'll say for you and save your energy, so zzzZZZZ.

i cant beleive bubbles put me as one of his friends at his bloggy thingy i'm not sure how it actually works. i'm so touched. when i read his blog he said that preston was handsome i had trouble beleiving the statement.

taro wanted to read my blog and asked for the address , it reminded me that i hadnt touched it in a long time i used to try to type a lot for a time but then i gave up...yes. hahax lolx now i like to use new times romans font i love it its so clear why am i so random?

actually i think that randomnes is actually ok. my typing is really slow, now i am trying to type with at least 4 fingers. -.-' i suc.

recently i have noticed a lotto guys can talk to gal properly however i actually have a self esteem problem. especially when they are strangers even worse when they are girls. even when i noe them lah. haha the church people lah haiz hello guys if your reading. no life ppl arh read for what.

so i also heard hoong is also a bit shy but the thing is rite that is that he is CO.OL. haha. i also was playing with faces i.e. o.O, o.0 , -.-, -.-'', XD,xD, >.<, >.0, z.Z. ok thats enough the point is that at the end i came up with this face: o.x. ok time for din din